dayum...

wow. once again- I forgot about this. and only remembered because someone sent me the link...
no mauling please- not like anyone reads this anyway. I know I sure as hell don't ^-^

ERG!! *lmfao*

I just got the link to this site from someone else, I'd honestly forgotten it- which is why I haven't posted in longer than my memory goes back. Nothing much going on here, talking about hacking and being banned, and pr0n (which is da shiz!), and...stuff of that nature...

Truthfully, I'm just waiting until Emily comes back from her shower...*taps fingers impatiently*...heh, j/k. I'm just bored

We started another rp, and its like the best we've ever done, plently of smut too...and not just any smut, but the m/m kind..*shivers delightfully*...maybe I shouldn't be posting so much about my life here, but you don't know my name, or anything so all is well-- Dar/Radu stuff is like my life source, if I were ever abandoned on some cliched desert island, if I could even just picture the two of them together, I'd die (of course), but I'd die happily

OMG!!!

OMFG! OMG OMG OMG! *faints* OMFG!

Laughing is fun...

Fading thinner but still it's haunting me
I can't find the words to say to the angels
That took you from meBut three words, three words
My oxygen's gone

I've recovered from my sleep deprivation and no longer feel so crappy. GO ME! *laughs* It feels good being fully recovered. Thanks to Winter Break, I don't have school Monday, or even lots of days after it (we have a total of two weeks off wh00t!) I'm still as confused as ever, but no longer so broken about it, so everything's okay.

I await the day when me and Emily get to rp once again, its been ages since we last found the time, and that sucks...I made a cool rave-er/gang member type character who seems really cool, but I don't think I'll use her just yet...so I'm going to make another *thinks* And we might just continue an old rp anyway...like the one with Maur and Roth--> MY BISHES! *drools and faints*

[narrarator pops up]: Sorry but we're experiencing technical difficulties, please tune in later [screen goes blank then gets all staticy]

It's hard to believe what I see is no dream, it's no dream
And I'm drinking and sinking, still it's haunting me
I medicate my fears with more beers and more tears
My oxygen's goneI can't sleep, I can't eat
I cry out to God just to hear me
It's another day still the same with all my pain

What does it all mean?

We went ice skating today, and of course, I tore up the rink with my mad skating skills. ^^;; yeah, about that, I wasn't so hot, but I'm proud of myself, I was among the top...I'd say 7...skaters present. wh00t! and definitely the best female skater, kudos for me! The teachers video taped the whole thing, and it was quite sickening to watch later, between all the close-ups of preps and the over publicizing (sp?) of their faces and stupid opinions, and then the camera was all over the place, filming sideways being turned every which way in seconds flat, it made me dizzy and want to puke...but it was worth it, because while watching it, some prep decided to spill HOT chocolate all down her front *lmfao* quite funny really, I'd hate for it to happen to me

...now onto the dreaded subject, guys. Okay, first off there's this guy I know who is one of the scariest people to me (at least at our school), and the worst part is because I think most of that fear is derived from my not being able to understand him. In the mornings he's all annoying and preppy, but then during the school day and on the way home, he's...cool. I don't know what to think of him...I have a feeling he was trying to teach me something about skating today, cause he started calling out my name (and earlier he'd been trying to get me to try a hockey stop, which is something I just can't seem to master) so I started yelling at him to leave me alone (I wanted to chat with my friends and not be bothered by a preppy guy, who's group despises me) so then I started skating fast, and he started skating (he's a good skater, like the top 3 there) and soon we were near racing, but I guess I won; because he gave up and left me alone ^^....I don't know shit about guys, me stoopid. And he says that I'm cool and crap, but...I dunno he's just weird, and sometimes totally awesome.

And yeah, I'm hopelessly confused...and I have an idea for another story starter so bye!

Akira

...the weekend has been spent once more, playing hockey, they must think we people have no lives...for its either that or they're crazy, trying to cram so much into a single weekend and still have time for a life...sheesh.

But I guess I'm not all complaints today, I've got some more ideas for something of mine, and they're actually ideas that I enjoy....some...no matter how cliched they are, especially for me, I've just stopped counting ideas off of my brainstorms, because I always take ideas from one character and give 'em to another, yet never do anything with either of them...making every thing I try to do seem unoriginal and totally unworthy of the little time I have
I want to get better at writing, it'd be quite fun actually, but I have no time for mistakes and learning, and still suceeding in school, trying to get a scholarship to a decent college. I don't even have time to use my knowledge of grammar wisely and create a post that actually makes sense, or even uses punctuation and spelling correctly.

Onto a better note...I've done what I've wanted to do for ever since I even heard about it...I'VE WATCHED AKIRA! kudos for me *snaps* It was awesome, and even though I feel like I've missed out on more than half of everything that movie had to offer, I'm at least satissfied with even finding the time to watch it

overdramaticizing (sp?) is what I do best, so don't listen to me...

My golly gosh gracious! You're an IT!

*lmfao*...yeah I'm just in one of those should-be-hysterical moods, I have tonight, Moday, and Tuesday to do a whole major project; which includes drawing at least 7 pictures...I guess I should go get started

btw, we lost our hockey game by one, so it wasn't that bad, and I'm told that I'm getting better

It's just one of those days...

*and sips her hot chocolate* I think you have mint hot chocolate... and I have toffee.
ooh! NUM! *gulps it down*
O.o *smiles* I gots some more! I got ... mint, toffee, dark chocolate, milk chocolate, peppermint, orange, and -specialsecret-. What'dya want?
THE LAST ONE, which I don't think I heard right...
heheheh. ook *gives you the last one which she isn't so sure about either*
*looks on the packet*
*sips it*...mm! chocolate raspberry...and some other flavors...MY GOLLY GOSH GRACIOUS! ITS A FULL RAINBOW OF FLAVORS!
[narrarators voice kicks in] and that kids, is why you NEVER spike hot cocoa
O.o
*bursts out laughing*
Woops.... so thats where all those drugs went.

Just hanging with friends can be so much fun, especially when its someone who understands you! *sighs happily* Yeah, its just one of those days...I've managed not to do any of my crapload of homework, and not feel bad about it, and I've watched a couple of my animes, including FMA! *sticks out tongue at a certain somebody* HA!...*lmfao*

I have to go though, another hockey game to suck at. wh00t!